I hear the whinny of the horses of dread
And see the serpent's venom in my bed
Unveiling somatic and mental contortions...
In the unholy name of death.. (YOU!!)
Sight, tragic to see..
Insanity, at its peak...
Emotions..contravening
Prognosticating...premonitions
Empress death..
I tread.. in the wake of your vortex
Embroidered with needles of chaos
And pins of self deception...and lies!!!
You satiate my undying hunger
with noxious leaves of Nebraska fern
...deposing me from the life I had lived
Deranging my psyche and conscience
depreciating my worth and pride
Denigrating my persona.. forever!!
Divesting me..of myself!!
Alluring me to you, wicked enchantress
In the mire, I see you...
embodiment of pretentious sanctity..
Craving for my soul, flesh and bones
Importuning me.. for a wedlock
Awaiting to mire me..
... in my own pandemonium
Your smile, captivating as ever..
Your intentions.. saturnine as before.
I indenture to your whims and fancies
I devote to none.. save you
I hear your melancholy requiem for me..
I call your name in haste and despair
Enslave me for a blissful life forevermore..
For I seek seventh heaven in your clutches..
Awaiting redemption, awaiting atonement
awaiting deliverance, I await your presence..
A treacherous era of inexistence within existence
Consuming me to doom and perdition
Harlequined with blackened spots of misery and grief
Anathematizing me to undergo.. eternal suffering
Redeem my soul from sadistic pleasures and pains
Sapless, I am, to combat withering fires of ruination
You entice me with eternal grace and splendor
Salve me from materialistic damnations.
You are solace....
You are life..
You are beatitude
and you are mine.
A phantasmagoria of distorted reality
Nebulous mirages of my disparate self
A breeze of enervation penetrating strength
Temptation... casting an omnious spell
Endangering my sanity
Whispering a dirge unheard
Voices.. calling your sacred name
I am the prey of my own hunt
You are so near, that I could hold your hands
But why do you seem to be a thousand miles away?
Grant me a boon... take me with you, oh goddess of death
For I do not desire to live and go astray....
